sooo, break fast with mum and bro and his gf and dad at TTSH. dad's gone wayy thin and small. even smaller than me sia. well, this time mum bought nasi ayam from geylang. gerek pe.! so havent seen dad for days until yest. i miss him soo much sia. okayy i know im being all girly and all. but its the truth. its never been the same since he's not at home shaking his leg and hogging the tv. i miss those times with him. whether its in a heated argument or silly jokes about osama or the u.s. sometime, i really felt like crying you know and i dont know why, haha, my mind will go wayy too far that makes me sad and all. mum's busy as hell coping with work and home and being there for dad. sis's of course busy being newly weds and bringing her family up. bros busy with getting a life and getting it straight with work and love. and me, hoping to be the un-problematique child. you know. times like this really makes me realise how appreciative i should be when my loved ones are still around.