hey.! got this cooooool thing from hidhir's livejournal, its about my personalities through my handwriting. try it.! dont worry, you dont have to write or any sort like that. just choose from the options that best suits you. CHEERS.!
soooo, here mine.
Welcome Muhammad Khuswandy, here is your handwriting analysis.

Muhammad uses judgment to make decisions. He is ruled by his head, not his heart. He is a cool, collected person who is usually unexpressive emotionally. Some may see him as unemotional. He does have emotions but has no need to express them. He is withdrawn into himself and enjoys being alone.
The circumstances when Muhammad does express emotions include: extreme anger, extreme passion, and tremendous stress. If someone gets him mad enough to tell him off, he will not be sorry about it later. He puts a mark in his mind when someone angers him. He keeps track of these marks and when he hits that last mark he will let them know they have gone too far. He is ruled somewhat by self-interest. All his conclusions are made without outside emotional influence. He is very level-headed and will remain calm in an emergency situation. In a situation where other people might get hysterical, he has poise.
Muhammad will work more efficiently if given space and time to be alone. He would rather not be surrounded by people constantly. In a relationship, he will show his love by the things he does rather than by the things he says. Saying "I love you" is not a needed routine because he feels his mate should already know. The only exception to this is if he has logically concluded that it is best for his mate to hear him express his love verbally.
Muhammad is not subject to emotional appeals. If someone is selling a product to him, they will need to present only the facts. They should present them from a standpoint of his sound judgment. He will not be taken in by an emotional story about someone else. He will meet emergencies without getting hysterical and he will always ask "Is this best for me?"
(heh im not quite sure about the being alone part. i hate being alone. =D)

People that write very large tend to be very social and friendly. It seems Muhammad has this type of writing. This indicates a need for people and a particular natural ability to socialize and be the life of the party. Now, if Muhammad also has specific fears (like fear of criticism or fear of trust) then he will deny he is the life of the party, because fear has overcome his natural inclination to be social. People with large handwriting tend to be effective at anything that requires interaction with lots of people. he is a people person.
(told ya i hate being alone.)

Muhammad is not facing something going on in his life today. He is deceiving himself about it. Often, Muhammad's opinion of himself is different than those around him. This trait gives Muhammad the ability to deny anything that does not agree with his "truth." This trait is not always something negative. It is only a defense mechanism allowing Muhammad not to face some reality in his life at this time.
(haha, i dont understand much for this one. "Muhammad is not facing something going on in his life today." wow. i guess thats good. hehehehe.)

In reference to Muhammad's mental abilities, he has a very investigating and creating mind. He investigates projects rapidly because he is curious about many things. He gets involved in many projects that seem good at the beginning, but he soon must slow down and look at all the angles. He probably gets too many things going at once. When Muhammad slows down, then he becomes more creative than before. Since it takes time to be creative, he must slow down to do it. He then decides what projects he has time to finish. Thus he finishes at a slower pace than when he started the project.
He has the best of two kinds of minds. One is the quick investigating mind. The other is the creative mind. His mind thinks quick and rapidly in the investigative mode. He can learn quicker, investigate more, and think faster. Muhammad can then switch into his low gear. When he is in the slower mode, he can be creative, remember longer and stack facts in a logical manner. He is more logical this way and can climb mental mountains with a much better grip.

Muhammad's true self-image is unreasonably low. Someone once told Muhammad that he wasn't a great and beautiful person, and he believed them. Muhammad also has a fear that he might fail if he takes large risks. Therefore he resists setting his goals too high, risking failure. He doesn't have the internal confidence that frees him to take risks and chance failure. Muhammad is capable of accomplishing much more than he is presently achieving. All this relates to his self-esteem. Muhammad's self-concept is artificially low. Muhammad will stay in a bad situation much too long... why? Because he is afraid that if he makes a change, it might get worse. It is hard for Muhammad to plan too far into the future. He kind of takes things on a day to day basis. He may tell you his dreams but he is living in today, with a fear of making a change. No matter how loud he speaks, look at his actions. This is perhaps the biggest single barrier to happiness people not believing in and loving themselves. Muhammad is an example of someone living with a low self-image, because their innate self-confidence was broken.
(am i like this.? this might be true uh. but, my innate self-confidence was broken.? wth is that suppose to mean. sounds like i lost my virginity or something. -.-)

Muhammad is sarcastic. This is a defense mechanism designed to protect his ego when he feels hurt. He pokes people harder than he gets poked. These sarcastic remarks can be very funny. They can also be harsh, bitter, and caustic at the same time.
(heh. well at least i try not to be harsh, bitter, and caustic at the same time time when im being sarcastic.)

Muhammad exaggerates about everything that has a physical nature. Although he may not intend to deceive or mislead, he blows things way out of proportion because that is the way he views them. He will be a good story teller. This exaggeration relates to all areas of his material world. Muhammad allows many people into his life because he is accepting and trusting. He is sometimes called gullible by his friends. That only really means that he trusts too many people. Muhammad has a vivid imagination.
(haha, whats gullible.?!?! whats vivid.?!?!)
wow. i guess i learned a lil bit more about myself than what i thought i would. and sometimes it hurts.