you know, im feeling like a much ever shithole in my life right now, where everyone takes a piss and shits on me. haha. my holidays are taken by that dumb part time job of mine which i still do not know why am i still there. haiyo. and my off days are already plans that ive plann to do. so by right, theres no off days. off day is officially when you have off from work and your social life. where you sit at home and just rest. i want my rest. i want my rest. i want my rest. haha life sucks. i dont know, im just mentally disturbed right now. with recent happenings in my life that hasnt been going my way. it just makes me think alot. and i mean alot. i suck at this game called life you know. but im not sure why am i still playing it.And I was blessed and I've forgotten how to love
