okayy. mum's having her last 2 weeks of work. yes, shes quiting the job. she's way too tired i guess, and old. my dad's having more off days than ever for the last few weeks. i really think he's gonna be a retired man soon. and yes, no joke, my house is turning into a hotel for my siblings and me. mum and dad is not even complaining.! im paying my own bills, the house bills(of course shared throughout my siblings), im paying for my own food and drinks. mums not cooking alot this days. money for the flutterphuck designs. school. a must to buck up on my pathetic gpa. working is a must to me now. im getting my license, if i am able to pass. the money for the bike. and the maintenance too. its all basically,im living my life with my own sweat and blood ive poured into the cafe which pays me exceptionally well, i guess.
well, what can i say, this is life i guess. how am i gonna balance this, i dont know. i live my life on a day by day basis. but i do have my plans. my dreams. im being all emotionall right now. i guess im not that happy at all. im sorry ive had a bad night, and i just need to pour things out.
i cant wait for school. i cant wait to see shariza, teera, izzat, farhan, syahira, the whole id01, the ogls, and the whole school of design.
