okay here goes. alot has been going on this last few days. seen alot of peoples true colours i might say. the kind of cover they chose to go to when they're in need of protection. the kind of wrong cover they hide under hoping the cover would fight their battles for them. the kind of cover who would do almost anything for you, even you are at wrong. even if you are being childish. even if you are not being reasonable at all. i saw desperation in people i never least expected. i saw desperate actions to be heard and pity on. desperation to find this shelters. out of impulse, finding 'protective' shelters. whereas in the process hurting someone youre close with. a burning desperation to blame someone for his or her wrong doings. i saw my trust being toss around where does my loyalty lie.? why did i keep your trust in me.? me being put under the spotlight for doing nothing. the trust that you have given me to keep. i saw us being your direct middlemen your 'protective' covers and the problem. i saw your desperation for a listening ear. but arent WE listening.? instead your word of mouth is quite quick indeed. and the manipulation you put in your words, sympathetically pathetic. of course people will fight your battle.
youre the most nicest thing they ever bumped into. ouh ya. why not use that at to your own advantage. clever. i feel sad for people whom plays around with my trust. trust and choice isnt things you take for granted in life. i've learned that well. and yes, through your bullshit. ive found out im still learning. today i saw a desperate friend. a desperate friend whos pretty new in this world called 'Life'. choose your friends carefully, not all of them are your real 'protective' shelter.
