work was tiring today. my body is aching all over. my feet hurt. found a charcoal burnt through my shoe and became rock still under my feet. my head was giddy. my nose kept bleeding for no apparent reason at all. and im having blood for plhegm. disturbed izzat just to cheer myself up. saddening he couldnt stay for closing. i kept to myself for the next few hours of work. at least the ciggarettes were there. even at home right now. wasnt the best of nights i had working at the cafe. as usual. and all i know, my friday night is over. its always over. to come and think of it. it never get started in the first place. now im back home. back home in the morning on a saturday. 7 am. i dont think ill be asleep for the next few hours. and this saddens me. everything seems to sadden me right now. i wish i could just run away. run in circles on an open field and fly kite. and yes, the weather is killing me. kill kill kill. hmm. and guess what, my nose starts to bleed again.
