hello friends. first thing first. things been pretty intense up since very long between us friends. do get this clear. i am not leaving any of my friends. i am not ignoring any of my friends. yes, people change, but i have not. im around all the time, im here always, my lameness is still there for you guys to pick on. but, face the fact, that i have found a new lease of life, a driving motive in life that i have turned myself into. these things which i have never felt in my entire life before. forgive me, but you as friends should understand this the most. i have never meant harm or sadness. is it soo hard to let go.? im not even asking you to let go. dont tell im the only one acting like this ever in you entire lives. but sometimes you show me this negative signs that you really hate me with this new lease of life. with your sarcastic remarks. like ive really changed dramatically, like ive really left you hanging all alone by the street. i dont know. well maybe i think thats just life. you face it, and move on. but do trust me, i am not leaving any of it just like that. yes i do miss my friends. well i guess its just a test of friendship, friends.
